Yeah I do, its something i never liked doing but felt obligated to continue, when in reality I so wanted to give it up. I think the school overseer can make a big difference on one's attitude towards it. In my old cong there was one overseer that pretty much praised you for doing the talk, but another almost seemed to want to find something to pull you up on. It was during the reign of this particular elder that I became more critical of giving talks, I at first would disagree with his council as his oppinion, and before long would just agree with everything but do nothing about what he'd said. Also at the time when the bible or watchtower reading came in without introduction or conclusion, I got talk no.4 constantly. The subjects were, as has been mentioned pretty embarrasing or obscure at times and made me very uncomfortable to both research and give. I certainly think my mind was begining to think and reason at that time, and soon I had walked away from the JW's and felt relief about giving up doing talks.
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